Intoxication

I am under the influence of alcohol. It will be amusing to see what entry I have here.

Ok, first of all, I am a lousy drinker. I am only on Alize. Cognac only.

So, I'm getting a high on cognac and classical music bursting in my ears via the ear phones.

It is November and my BD has passed.

I didn't go any where out of the country although I still could if I really want to. I have tickets to Gentings Highland. But I shall not utilize it because it is more important to be at home now that my bloody maid is gone. Saddam damn bitch. Fucking hell. Let's not talk about it. I almost want to see her in hell but I thought I am better than that. I let it pass.

So anyway. Here am I. All full 36 years old. Too old to live too young to die. No lar. This is just the alcohol working. Ha ha. So anyway, Finally I am going for formal painting lessons although it scares the hell of me. Not the painting, painting comes naturally. It is the socializing. I HATE socializing with new people. I dont know them, they dont know me. Who cares about what happends to me or them. But for the sake of my baby, I must push my boundary. Come on. It wont kill me to step out. What can be worse? Just people thinking you're a moroon.

Ok, so anyway. I love painting and I am so bloody glad I persued it.

So, my BD came and went. I played Cashflow 101 with PW till 4 in the morning. what a way to spend my BD. come on come on, get out of the rat race! to have money is not enough! you need to have passive income. Passive! means that even if you're sleeping, you're still getting paid!. It is really easier said than done.

Kiki is a superb baby. I love her to pieces. I am so damn glad that the episodes with the maid happened. I now am able to handle my baby! Oh Great!.

So anyway... there's nothing new happening. Just that I wanna paint.

Good night.